Thursday, October 30, 2008

Another Long Day. Being Sneaky is so tiring! :)

 

Hey Ho's.

What's up everyone? Today has been a long tiring day for me. First, I got up super early to go on a secret mission that I can't reveal on here. If you want to know that bad, you can email me. :) hehehe.

Then I came home and 2 hours later I had to go back out to rehab and work out. I was already super tired b/c I had to get up so early and I Hardly slept at all. So needless to say, rehab was a drag. I was so tired during it all I wanted to do was fall asleep.

Then after I got home, like 30 minutes later, I had to go back out AGAIN and eat dinner. Not that I'm complaining. You know how much I LOVE going out to eat. :) But I was so tired!

OH and last night I got an email saying that Neeko's Halloween costume was missing and that they couldn't ship it. So they put my money back on my card. I was so pissed! So I had to find a different one last night at like Midnight and order it and pay for 2 day air delivery! This one is cute too. Its a Frog Prince costume :) I hope it fits him.

Tomorrow is a day of REST. Except for the 5 minutes on the bike that I will attempt at some point :) Man I hope I sleep well tonight. I sure do need it!

Peace bitches!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

28 going on 78 - Why can't I stay awake!?

 

What's up Bitches!

Today was a pretty boring day. I had nothing to do, no where to go, no appointments to attend. And I even slept pretty decent last night. Well, I mean, I still woke up off and on a few times, but there was one long stretch of like 4 or 5 hours that I slept pretty well. So when I got up today, I felt pretty refreshed....at first.

Then like a few hours later I was falling asleep at the computer, AGAIN! I just don't get it. I hate this! I'm so tired of being tired all the time. I feel like an old lady with narcolepsy! It really is rather embarrassing! There is no reason why I am not able to go out and do things like I used to. IT sucks soo bad to tell my friends I have to cancel our plans b/c I am too tired and have to nap. It sucks big fat donkey balls, y'all.

I was actually so tired when I laid down last night, that I fell asleep in the middle of SNL. I had DVR' ed it on Saturday night and I was going to watch it last night while I was in bed. But i fell asleep in the middle of it! How horrible! I never do that! :-(

Oh well. Maybe if we all keep praying then maybe I will get the "call" and I will get my new lungs soon. I'm getting tired of all this bullshit.

On a positive note, I rode our new exercise bike tonight for the first time :) I did a lot better than I thought I'd do. I ended up riding it for 5 minutes. My O2 sats. didn't drop below 89 and that wasn't until right at the end. And I stayed on 5 liters the whole time. :)

Well I'm super bored. So I think I'm going to go draw a little bit. If anything interesting comes from it, I'll post it on here for everyone to see. :) hehe. Peace and chicken grease!

I'm Off like a prom dress!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

"What a lonesome web we weave, when we struggle just to breathe!"

 

Hey Y'all, What's up?!

Yes, Yes, I know it's been a few days since I've written. I really just didn't have much to say. I could have come on here and wrote a bunch of crap and bored you with my mindless chatter. But, I'd rather not lose the few readers that I have. :)

So, I'll summarize the last few boring days to show you that you didn't miss much in this OH-So-Exciting life of mine. Ready? Okay, cool!

On Thursday, it was a pretty boring day. No plans or appointments. Nothing to do, but sit around and do absolutely nothing. "Oh what a lonesome web we weave, when we struggle just to breathe!" Hahaha! How poetic! I just made that up as I was writing! I must really be tired! hahha! :)

Friday rolled around and as it rolled around, my breath rolled right out of my body! I woke up and was super out of breath. So much more that I didn't feel like going to Rehab and walking on the treadmill for 25 minutes. So I was naughty and I called and canceled, but I rationalized my behavior by the idea that it was O.K. to cancel rehab that day b/c we had just........

Gotten an exercise Bike!!!!!!! YES! :) So I TOLD myself that I would just ride the bike later in the afternoon when I was feeling better. Later came and went and I still didn't ride the bike. But that's okay. lol Oh well. At least the thought crossed my mind! :)

The bike is pretty nice. Instead of having one of those uncomfortable seats that sits up high, it has one of the seats that is a chair. A comfy padded chair seat. :) So that will make it a lot easier on my breathing when I ride it. The plan is to ride the bike on the days that I do not go to Rehab. And that way my legs will be in super shape by the time I get my transplant.

So that was what happened the last few days. Now for today. Today was a great day! I saw my oldest best friend in the whole world, Emily Long. We don't get to see each other that often b/c she lives 20 minutes away and has a super busy life between working full time, loving her boyfriend full time, and going back to school for her MBA part time.

She had called me last week and asked me if I wanted to go to the BBQ festival with her. And since I haven't been in 16 damn years, and we never get to hang out a lot, of course I said, "um YES!" :) I had planned on maybe waking up around 11:30 or so to take a shower and get ready. Well instead of waking up then, my step dad woke me up at 9:00 am by telling me that Mom had made egg and cheese sammiches. So needless to say, I practically RAN into the kitchen. Even as much as I LOVE to sleep, I will hardly ever turn down food if I like it. :) We didn't end up leaving for the festival until around 3pm.

Emily and I had a lot of fun though at the festival. Its always fun to look at a bunch of shit you want to buy and then not buy it. And there were a lot of cute doggies at the festival too. Most of the dogs were on leashes, but what I really wanted to do was put a leash on some of those kids!!!! Shit, some of the people! I swear, it's like when someone sees a wheelchair, they purposely walk right in front of it!

I ate at the new restaurant downtown that i have been wanting to try for a while. I had teriyaki chicken and it was sooo damn good. I ate until I was full! I bought a cute new bag and Duke handkerchief for Neeko. It is so cute! You just slide the collar into it and then put the collar on and it stays on :) All in all it was a great day. But I'm pooped!

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Now I'm introducing a new feature of my blog called "Dear Asshole." It will contain letters that I write to random assholes. Letters that of course, Will never be sent. But that I write to express my anger or annoyance over their: stupidity, ignorance, poor morals, bad taste, arrogance, selfishness, lack of humanity and/or whatever else I deem appropriate to bitch about at any given time. Now for the first letter....

Dear Asshole,

You should be ashamed of yourself. You are a menace to our society. You stand there, with your cigarette hanging out of your mouth, and your stack of dirty cash in your hands. Smiling your crooked tooth grin, while you're greasy black hair blows in the wind.

I abhor the  inhumane treatment that you force upon this poor defenseless animal. You stand there so arrogant, counting your wad of cash with dollar signs in your eyes, while that tiny horse is forced to stand in that stall for hours upon hours. He barely has any room to stretch his legs. Do you not have a heart?

Little kids beg their tired mothers to pay a dollar to see the tiny victim. Do they not know what it is they are witnessing? Not only are you infecting their young lungs with 2nd hand smoke, but you are subjecting them to participate in this poor animals mistreatment.

How would you like it if the shoe were on the other foot? Life is a circle and Karma is a bitch. You should pray that you aren't reincarnated as the NEW World's Smallest Horse. Because if you were, rest assured there will be another asshole, just like YOU, promoting your pain and getting rich. And all the while, he'll be screaming,

"Dance puppet Dance!"

P.S.  World's Smallest Horse my ass! It is just a baby mini-horse! I want my dollar back asshole!

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I'm so lonely...sooooo lonely...

 

Hey Y'all! I'm baaack.

I went to see Dr. Roy on Tuesday. Nothing really came of it, other than the face that I have to do a very annoying test here at home and bring the uhh..."sample" back to the office when i've done it. My stomach has stopped hurting though thank the Lord. *knock on wood* So that's a good thing.

Today I was supposed to go to Rehab, but when I woke, I had had another sleep episode. So, needless to say, I was way too tired to go work out.  So, I rested up and was able to at least go and eat dinner at the Pizza Place with Mom tonight. Our usual Wed. evening treat. Gotta love the free salad bar on Weds! Everyone and their mother seemed to be there.

Ohhh there was this really hot guy there. He had a shaved head and he was freakin' beautiful. And I mean beautiful in a totally hot masculine kind of way. The only bad thing about him was that he was wearing a Carolina sweatshirt. BOOOOO. But I'm willing to overlook small flaws such as that one :)

Jeez, I'm so lonely. I need someone to cuddle with. This is getting ridiculous. It's making me really miss Justin (the ex) something bad. Even though I know I can't be with him right now for obvious reasons. Sometimes I wish he was here to just give me one of his big hugs. *sigh*

Talk to y'all later! Be good. :)

Monday, October 20, 2008

Queen of the Treadmill!

 

What's up my Bitches!!!

I have one question to ask you. WHO is the mothafuckin' queen of the got-dayum treadmill?? YES! Correct! Its I, Meghann, Queen of the Oxygen People! I went all KINDS of Chuck Norris on that treadmill today at rehab! When I got done with that treadmill, IT was the one huffin' and puffin', not ME!

Yes, that is right, my loyal followers. I achieved my personal best time on the treadmill today during Rehab. Well, my personal best in at least 10 years, I should say. :) But that is beside the point! Today, I, your Queen, walked not 10 mins, not 15, mins, not even 20 minutes! I walked 25 freakin' minutes without a break! And I didn't even have to turn my O2 up past 5 liters!

I am the Pimpstress of the Treadmill. So, mom took me to get KFC as a reward. But then i was disappointed, b/c I've realized that KFC isn't nearly as satisfying and yummy to me as it used to be before I got my gallbladder removed :-(

And on top of that, my tummy is still acting upset off and on. I made a Dr. appointment. I go tomorrow at 4pm. So hopefully Dr. Sudip Roy *rolls eyes* (i miss Dr. Long!) can fix me.

Aside from being excited about blowing the treadmill's back out lately, I'm still bummed that I haven't gotten THE CALL. And I'm not talking about a booty call y'all! :) I wish they would just call already, shhhheeeesh. This is getting ridiculous. But I know that I need to shut my piehole and quit whining b/c some people have been waiting for much longer. I KNOW. I waited for over 3 years the first time I was on the list. So I'm going to SHOOSH myself. :)

To sum all this up, I thought I would leave y'all with a picture that expresses my joy at smacking the treadmill up today :) ENJOY.

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