3:45 A.M. disappointment

 

Hey bitches!

I had a very interesting thing happen last night. It freaked the shit out of me and both disappointed me at the same time.

I was asleep in my bed last night like everyone else in the house at 3:30 in the morning. Then all of a sudden, "RING RING RING" the freakin' phone rang! I woke up like "Who the hell?" and then I immediately got this thought in my head. "oh my god, what if its THE CALL from the transplant team?" My heart started racing a mile a minute as I got up to answer the phone.

My mom and I both answered it around the same time. But no one was on the other end. It must have been a wrong number or something. The area code was 805. Curious to see where that area code is located, I looked it up online. It's a California area code.

Anyway, it took me a little while to calm down after that. But I thought for sure that it was "the call". And I remember thinking, "oh shit! I haven't even packed my bag yet!"  

It was very nerve wracking to say the least. But I also got excited and couldn't help but feel disappointed when I realized it wasn't the transplant team. Oh well.

More ramblings..

 

What's up bitches.

This past weekend was pretty cool. I guess. Well Sat. was alright. My brother and Julie and I went to see Saw 5 at the movies. It was pretty good. The end was pretty gross. But overall pretty good I must say. Julie was freaked. It was funny :)

My knee is still giving me hell. I wish it would quit! Other than that everything is pretty much the same. I had to cancel rehab today b/c I had sleep episode and couldn't stay awake. I had to lay back down. Mom woke me up around 6:30 for dinner. Tacos YAY! She made some new cheesy Mexican rice shit, it was good.

It's getting a lot colder outside. Which sucks. And to make matters worse. I've gained more weight. I'm up to 111 lbs. WHEN WILL IT END!??? *sigh* I'm going to be a freakin' elephant by the time I get my transplant. they are going to have to use one of those huge weighing machines and hoist me up onto the surgical table. Pretty soon I'm going to need one those extra wide wheelchairs to go to the movies in and to the hospital in. I'll be doing my rehab in one of those fat clinics for obese people.

Changing the subject from my lard assness, I'm so excited! One of my best friends, Monica and her husband Mike are coming home to NC for Christmas. but they will be her only for a short time. So they are throwing a party so they can see everyone. I'm going to get a cute dress to wear. I can't wait to see them. IT's been forever!

I figure I'll just stay the night that night somewhere in Chapel Hill or perhaps in Cary with Ann and her husband. (Depending on who I bring with me) Ann and I have made plans to go out to eat dinner that day before the party! Yay! And then on Sunday before I go home, I've made plans to meet up with Tiffany C! Yay! :)

Well I'm off like Brittany's panties!

P.S. Here's a funny picture. Enjoy.

It's an Obamanation!

 

What's up y'all?

It's another weekend. Yippe skippy. *rolls eyes* It was another shitty week. I somehow hurt my knee and so its been somewhat lame all week. I've been walking around limping like a damn gimp. Rehab has sucked his week (except for Monday) b/c of it.

The election is over. Obama won. POOP. Oh well. Nothing we can do about it now except sit and watch as the country crumbles around us. *sigh*

I'm going to the movies tonight with my brother and my friend Julie. We're probably going to see Saw 5. YAY. I've seen all 4 of the previous ones, so I'm pretty psyched! Anyway, I'll maybe write more later.

Peace and chicken grease.

Election 2008 - I'm sooo over it!

 

Hey everyone!   

I hope everyone has gone out and voted, or will today before the polls close. I'm not usually much of a political person b/c well, usually I just don't giving a flying fuck about the government or policies or taxes, etc. (probably b/c I've never had to pay taxes). But this year, I've come to realize that I need to pay a little more attention. So I took it upon myself, like a good little voter, to really look into the issues of the election and to study each candidate and their opinions on the issues and plans for our country. I've realized that with my health the way it is, even after transplant, healthcare is a very important issue so I should definitely take notice of where they stand on the issue.

I'm so damn tired of hearing everyone bitch about how McCain is going to ruin our country even more than Bush has. But no one stops to think that, we've had a democratic led congress for a hell of a long time. And everything goes through Congress first. And has to be approved by Congress. So they technically can't even blame the current state of our country on Bush completely either!

GRRRR. It just pisses me off so bad! Obama and his cult of followers should shut their damn pie holes! B/c they are annoying the ever loving crap out of the rest of us!!!

Okay okay. I'm off my soap box now. *sighs* What I really initially came on here today to do was to, in the spirit of the election, post a video. It's from SNL Saturday night. The QVC skit with McCain and Tiny Fey playing Sarah Palin. It's soooo funny! I figured it could lighten the mood...err..before I got on my soap box that is! But none the less, here is it! ENJOY BITCHES! 

 

SNL's McCain QVC open sketch - I think I'll order the 10 Townhall Debate commemorative plates! lol

Quote of the day:
An ignorant person is one who doesn't know what you have just found out. - Will Rogers

I roshambo'd the treadmill!

 

Hello my loyal followers.

I know it's been a few days since I've written. Oh well, quit whining, damn! I haven't really had much to write about it. It's just been the same shit different day. You know how it is.

Halloween came and went and sucked like every other Halloween for the past 16 years of my life. And to make matters worse, Neeko's "Frog Prince" costume didn't get delivered in time. I just today got an email saying that it had been shipped. Do these people not realize that him in his costume was supposed to be the highlight of my Halloween? DAMN THEM!

Anyway, today was a great day at rehab! I broke my record on the treadmill. YES! I went Chuck Norris on that bitch! Okay, well maybe not. Really, I only walked one more minute than my original record of 25 mins. But still. :) You get my point. And then afterwards, I did my arm exercises with the free weights AND did leg presses. I'm gonna be so buff. Just wait and see! And also, my oxygen sats. stayed up pretty high. My heart rate was a little bit high today but I think it was because I hadn't been awake very long so I was still in that groggy, crappy lung congested just woke up, phase. But by the end of my work out, it seemed to be leveling out pretty well.

So tomorrow is the big day. Election 2008. I voted on Thursday. It was the first time I've ever voted for anything. So it was rather exciting. But I will tell you what isn't exciting about voting. LINES. We had to wait in line for 45 damn minutes. And it was hot as all hell in that building.

While I'm pulling for McCain to win, I have a sick feeling that Obama will take it. The media is so liberal that they have published or reported every little story or lie or tidbit of nonsense that they have heard about McCain, while they didn't put out hardly any of the negative things reported about Obama. And we all know, that while our country is great, we are also undeniably judgmental. But, I will still keep the faith and try and hold out until the end. Afterall, I wasn't sure that Bush would win the last time either. But he ended up in the office. (not that he's been the most perfect president, but I'm just sayin'.)

I've been really bored lately. And I'm reading one of the last books that I bought the other month so, when I finish it, what the hell am I going to do? Grrr. I guess I could draw. I did get a bunch of drawing supplies for my birthday this past summer, might as well put them to good use :)

Okay, I'm off like a....psychopath without their meds! :) Get it..."off" like, not in their right mind....get it? Nevermind!